This is Our Life

So here I am, feeling like a bawl baby. I can't STOP worrying and thinking about Wednesday. Of course the most important thing is to be with Richard, and as long as we're together then everything in my life should be content. Of course, I sit here and like most of us, I tend to think and focus on the negative instead of the positive. We've worked so hard for the past 6 years trying to accomplish so many things to do with his permanent residents, and now that the time has come where we get an answer, it feels like my whole world is coming crashing down. I have so much fear in me, that it's making me physically and emotionally exhausted. I don't know how to stop myself from FREAKING OUT...but I have to try, or else I will make myself go INSANE! All I know is that Richard is the love of my life, and nothing, I mean NOTHING will keep us apart. I know that we were meant to be together, and from that we will continue to be together no matter where on this earth th

So...It's been a little while since the last time that I've written a post. Nothing TOO exciting has gone on lately. But a few thoughts have crossed my mind lately that I wanted to write about today. First being my job....I LOVE IT! I mean sure, every job has it quirks, but overall I feel really blessed. I absolutely, positively love helping/serving others. I feel so enriched after I hang up the phone knowing that I've helped someone in some way. If you're wondering what I do for work...I work at Truehope. It's a company that sells natural supplements, for mainly people that have mental disorders. We help people come off of their medications that they've been taking for many reasons, for exampe: Bi-Polar, Schizophrenia, Depression, ADD, ADHD, Anxiety...the list goes on. I work as a support person. Anyhow, these individuals in my eyes are very strong, couragous people. I have so much respect for them. I love that I have/get to be someone that can ma

So...this is a kind of boring, random, and VERY QUICK post...but I will post more later. I just wanted to update my background...! It's kinda silly, but it's for my hubby. So here you go Richard, love you lots!

So two Fridays ago, Jer, Jenny and Anea came up. Jer stayed the for a day and a half, and then Jenny and Anea stayed until two days ago. It was so much fun having them here! It was nice hanging with the girls. I must say though, it was so hard to see them go. It didn't really hit me that they were gone until Monday mid-afternoon...when I started to get a really achy feeling in my stomach :( It was sad coming home on Monday after work, because I knew they were gone. Of course as I was sitting on the couch Monday night, watching tv I got all so randomally aland started bawling like a baby! I sure miss those too! Anyhow, life goes on right? I need to buck up and suck it up! So...onto some HAPPY AND EXCITING NEWS...! Yesterday we got a letter in the mail from Canadian Immigration. Richard has an interview on March 31st. This of course is just a formality, but it's one of the last steps in this whole process. We are so totally excited, but also SICK TO OUR STOMACHS bec

Ok, so a totally random posting tonight. Last night I had a strange, but kewl dream. I woke up this morning to it. I was sitting, in an airport on a bench waiting for Richard to come and meet up with me. He was in some store( I have NO CLUE what the store was, or what he was doing in it ). All of a sudden Ellen, yes I mean Ellen Degeneres, was sitting right next to me. I started telling her about how we have been working on Richards paperwork for nearly SIX YEARS. It was really odd because as we sat their, watching people passing by us(a lot of those "people" were other celebrities) she tells me that she's going to pay off all of our debt, and "take care" of his permanent resident status! After she told me this, Richard walked out of the store he was in and walked towards us...and then....I WOKE UP!!! Oh, how wonderful life would be if it could be as easy as something in our dreams! But as I sit here and think about it...I am living my dream, so YAH me!